I really don't ever have to be checking out diet pill comparison literature because my son is an effective, natural way for me to lose all appetite and sleep.
But the first moments of having him lying beside me last night (we decided to let him sleep here with me in my hospital bed) was really bliss. I really felt myself calm down a lot. It felt like I was home.
Unfortunately, he decided it was fun jumping up and down my bed which got me dizzy and retching.
Plus, since he sleeps in so many different positions, at one point even resting his head on my legs, I woke up at 3 AM and couldn't get back to any sort of rest. After two hours of staring at his sleeping form, I decided I have had enough and went online.
He was cute and happy and all gimmick-y when he arrived here last night. We lost him to cartoons though. But before sleeping, he did let me finish telling him a story.
I really missed my darling little boy. And I thanked my in laws for adopting him for a few days. I could see he didn't feel neglected or abandoned at all. And that's all that matters.