It could be the lack of sleep.
And too much chocolates.
And the niggling belief that it's my fault my firstborn is sick.
I have been on a rage for at least two days, and really emotional again for the past three.
So yeah, maybe my Mom being here is also a stressor, hehe.
Anyway, I have been in a mutinous silence all morning so hubs held my hand at lunch and told me SORRY. And I cried.
I cried because I do appreciate his efforts for wanting to make things better. And I also cried because I know he doesn't know how he's particularly contributed to my bad mood. But still, he was willing to either take the blame for everything that's not going right or acknowledge for me that he's sad too that everything's not going right. So maybe I should get him an xbox or iPad for Christmas, just to make up for all my crabbiness.
And does it really help when I try not to be too hard on myself? Sometimes, when I remind myself that I don't have to make sense since I have just given birth, it sounds like I am just rationalizing.